Written by professors, graduates, and others in
the Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary community, these reflections, prayers, and spiritual practices will take you along the journey with Jesus through the cross toward resurrection.
Ash Wednesday
Wednesday, February 18, 2015
• Psalm 130
• Matthew 9:9–15
The call of Matthew happens suddenly. Jesus
speaks two words to a tax collector who follows
without question or conversation. This jarring story
captures a dramatic change in Matthew’s life, appropriate
for a story that, at least in part, is about conversion. I
imagine that Matthew could recall the details of that day,
even years afterward: what his life looked like from one side
of the tax booth before he met Jesus and what he saw from
the other side after Jesus called him.
Some of us can point to a similar story, perhaps even
naming a day and an hour when our lives were forever
changed. Others of us, like me, don’t have a story like
Matthew’s. I remember a time in high school when I was
disappointed that I couldn’t point back to a time when
the definitive change in my life happened. It was during a
Presbytery-wide youth rally at my home church, complete
with a Christian rock band. One of the speakers at the rally
asked us to testify to a moment of conversion in our own
lives. I couldn’t, and I felt inadequate. I didn’t speak up
because it didn’t seem like I had anything to say. Or did I
actually have something to say?
There is no one template for Christian discipleship. Our
stories are as varied as our number. But among our stories
is a common thread: Jesus’ call to follow is meant for our
whole lives. Not to follow him one day of the week, not to
follow him only in spiritual life, not to follow him to one place only. But to follow him. Lent offers one time in the
Christian calendar when we can focus our discipline to
follow Jesus’ call: not in order to deprive ourselves, but in
order that we might live more abundantly.
Whether we can point to a definitive moment in our lives
when we became aware of Christ’s call, or whether we
awakened to it more gradually over time is not the point.
The point is for our stories to be shaped by the story of
the One who invites us every day anew, to taste life in its
abundance each moment of the day, to hear the Good
News that he proclaims as if for the first time. As if we had
just heard it and had to leave the tax booth behind.
Gracious God, your Son calls each
of us by name, but we often do
not hear because of the noises that
surround us. Yet your Son calls
us still. Help us to hear our name,
and to follow as if we were meeting
your Son for the first time. Amen.
– Dr. David H. Jensen
Academic Dean and Professor in The
Clarence N. and Betty B. Frierson
Distinguished Chair of Reformed Theology
For the glory of God and to proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ, Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary is a seminary in the Presbyterian-Reformed tradition whose mission is to educate and equip individuals for the ordained Christian ministry and other forms of Christian service and leadership; to employ its resources in the service of the church; to promote and engage in critical theological thought and research; and to be a winsome and exemplary community of God's people.
No comments:
Post a Comment